“I can see you carrying around that weight, isn’t it heavy?”
I sighed “yes but I don’t know how else to deal with it, I tried to leave it behind but it somehow always finds me, I tried ignoring it but it keeps getting bigger”
“You are carrying a lot though, is it necessary?”
“Yes, it is, I cannot dump it on anyone else, and no one is willing to help me”
“If you were you to unload that weight on someone else it will eventually get heavy on that person plus they are carrying their own weight too”
“You see; I have no choice but to hold on to it all”
“No, you do have choice, you could give me all the load”
“No! I can’t do that”
“Why not?”
“It’s too heavy”
“I can carry it, I’m very strong you know”
“It’s all tied together I don’t which is which anymore”
“I’m sure I’ll manage; I do see all things”
“It’s all embarrassing, there are things that still bring me shame it’s better that they are hidden”
“I am not one to condemn”
“Well…I, um ugh I don’t want to be a bother”
“I think that you are afraid to let it all go, you don’t have to, I can help you. I will get rid of the ones you don’t need to hold on to anymore and we can go through the ones that need healing. I care about you that is why I want you to give me all that weight”
I dragged all my baggage and walked up to His hand and gave it to Him.
“You’re doing it wrong”
“How am I doing it wrong?”
“The way you are giving it to me you can easily come back and take it again”
His hand moved upwards and further from me.
“How am I supposed to give all this to you know?”
“Cast it all unto me, cast all that fear”
I threw it and He caught it.
“Cast all that guilt”
I threw it and He caught it again.
“Cast everything unto me”
I threw it all unto Him and I felt so light and so free.
“Thank you, I didn’t know how much I needed that”
I sighed “yes but I don’t know how else to deal with it, I tried to leave it behind but it somehow always finds me, I tried ignoring it but it keeps getting bigger”
“You are carrying a lot though, is it necessary?”
“Yes, it is, I cannot dump it on anyone else, and no one is willing to help me”
“If you were you to unload that weight on someone else it will eventually get heavy on that person plus they are carrying their own weight too”
“You see; I have no choice but to hold on to it all”
“No, you do have choice, you could give me all the load”
“No! I can’t do that”
“Why not?”
“It’s too heavy”
“I can carry it, I’m very strong you know”
“It’s all tied together I don’t which is which anymore”
“I’m sure I’ll manage; I do see all things”
“It’s all embarrassing, there are things that still bring me shame it’s better that they are hidden”
“I am not one to condemn”
“Well…I, um ugh I don’t want to be a bother”
“I think that you are afraid to let it all go, you don’t have to, I can help you. I will get rid of the ones you don’t need to hold on to anymore and we can go through the ones that need healing. I care about you that is why I want you to give me all that weight”
I dragged all my baggage and walked up to His hand and gave it to Him.
“You’re doing it wrong”
“How am I doing it wrong?”
“The way you are giving it to me you can easily come back and take it again”
His hand moved upwards and further from me.
“How am I supposed to give all this to you know?”
“Cast it all unto me, cast all that fear”
I threw it and He caught it.
“Cast all that guilt”
I threw it and He caught it again.
“Cast everything unto me”
I threw it all unto Him and I felt so light and so free.
“Thank you, I didn’t know how much I needed that”
