There are so many challenges when I started writing that my health has got affected very much, even some of the relationship has been removed. I am facing spiritual attacks of the devil. My heart and mind was filled with negative thoughts and felt don't deserve to write it. The past reminder of the things happened with me. Does someone experienced something like that?
I have experienced it greatly through the years. Not necessarily concerning my writing, but in many other aspects of my life. The spiritual attacks were the hardest to deal with, especially since many people around me didn't believe I was under spiritual attack.
When this happens to me, I turn to what the Bible says in Ephesians 6:12: "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realm."
The rest of that passage goes on to talk about putting on the armor of God. What that means for me is to dig deep into the word, put on praise and worship music, and center myself around my Lord and Savior.
My mind always turns to this verse when my thoughts are full of negativity, 2 Corinthians 10:5: "We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and
we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ." Not always easy to grab onto one's thoughts and turn them to Christ, but it is well worth the struggle.
I also adopted a power verse. Philippians 4:12-13: "I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.
I can do all things through him who gives me strength." That last sentence is what I cling to daily.
Take heart. Whatever struggles you find yourself dealing with, as long as you keep your eyes on the Lord, He will give you the strength and ability to move through them.
Blessings to you.