My life is like someone trying to dig a hole in cement. I get stuck in corners that I cant get out of. Been like a mom to a 8 year old who isn’t even mine. My life is like a game of house where I have to be the mother and my mom is the kid. I felt like my childhood was on the run from me. Get hurt everyday by someone who knows i'm there but wont take the chance to notice me. Stay up late asking god what are you gonna put me through next. Wake up and thank god for another day to be living. She only talks to me when shes got nothing to do or when shes mad at her boyfriend. Help her with stuff even though I have worse stuff going on in life. Had to watch my mom get hurt by a guy who barely pays attention to her. Get hated on everyday but that motivates me more and more. Had to watch my mom get abused and it hurt to know that I couldn’t save her.