Wow, Becky, I got chills reading the last paragraph of your post! I also believe it's going to get published. It's obvious from your moving post that you're a gifted writer. I'm not sure if you've ever been told this before, but the way you write exudes a sense of peace and serenity. Kind of a quiet, calm determination!!
Thank you for sharing your journey with me, and I'm sorry that you lost your husband and have endured so many struggles. Our Lord Jesus Christ IS with you and His timing is wise and merciful and loving.
Good luck with your writing - I expect to see your work in print someday!