When you deside to serve God, It's a decision that you make for a whole lots of reason. Reason that you may end up dieing for. Serving God will is not always easy. Exspecially from the way the world looks at his son Jesus. You just have to say, "Jesus you went all the way for me and I will go all the way for you no matter what." Trust God always no matter what you endore keeping you focus on him, knowing he is with you always thanking him for all he's doing for you.