waiter
05-06-2008, 07:11 PM
Hi,
Am more open than ever I believe to this aspect of our faith, the miracles such as healing, and deliverance. However I find that my base more than ever is the ground level walk with the Lord, where I interact with him daily, hear him speak, spend time in his word in prayer, and then all seems to come out of that relationship of communion with him.
Have a friend who has zoned in on healing, as it is a need in his family. However it seems we have little to talk about since he is looking for a healing miracle and all else seems almost insufficient. I find when i am around him there is no conversation about the Lord, about the word. Seeing the biography of Hudson Taylor on my desk the other day, whom I said was much helpful to me in reading it, he commented that he is not interested in someone whose life exhibits no power. He means the miraculous. Well, I was deeply disappointed to hear him say that. I don't believe he is correct. We all want the miraculous, especially where it is needed.But in the meantime, we are to bide our time communing with the Lord and taking PRESENT joy in our fellowship with him and in the feeding on his word. We are to share these things with each other daily in encouragement and exhortation. I am surprised this brother who I believe is spiritual on one hand, is making this unbalanced view of things the hinge. I hear about the "revival" in Florida at Lakeland, but I feel no drawing or like I am missing something. I believe in the miraculous and believe I am open more than ever. But I know of a great need in the body of Christ also that needs healing. Christians who get excited about a meeting or time of revival, but do not know how to go back to their own lives and walk out daily living in victory where there is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Ghost.
I do not deny the urgency of healing needed in many cases. I make no claim against that necessity. The other question I have is this: what is the difference between believers here, anywhere, and the thing which is going on in Lakeland? Nothing in my estimation. Whatever my situation is, I must somehow believe in a loving God who loves me in my situation where I am, and that knowing will help me believe that he desires my best and that I do not have to so much wrestle healing out of him for my situation, as open up to his love for me as much as love for anyone else. I don't understand why we are constantly looking everywhere to other people when we can call upon God ourselves where we are in what we are involved in.
I know the level of faith may not be there in some cases. However, this lack of faith does not mean God does not want to do creative things on our behalf right here right now, and that we don't have to run across the country for it. Something about that mentality is wrong to me and it grieves my spirit because we may be looking to man first, even a christian brother or sister, rather than to God first and believing we can hear God ourselves. I don't deny the need of the body or that we meet each other's needs, only that I know many of the folks who attend or follow some of the big names do not know how to walk with God on their own and that is their great need above all I believe. My two cents, any comments?
Am more open than ever I believe to this aspect of our faith, the miracles such as healing, and deliverance. However I find that my base more than ever is the ground level walk with the Lord, where I interact with him daily, hear him speak, spend time in his word in prayer, and then all seems to come out of that relationship of communion with him.
Have a friend who has zoned in on healing, as it is a need in his family. However it seems we have little to talk about since he is looking for a healing miracle and all else seems almost insufficient. I find when i am around him there is no conversation about the Lord, about the word. Seeing the biography of Hudson Taylor on my desk the other day, whom I said was much helpful to me in reading it, he commented that he is not interested in someone whose life exhibits no power. He means the miraculous. Well, I was deeply disappointed to hear him say that. I don't believe he is correct. We all want the miraculous, especially where it is needed.But in the meantime, we are to bide our time communing with the Lord and taking PRESENT joy in our fellowship with him and in the feeding on his word. We are to share these things with each other daily in encouragement and exhortation. I am surprised this brother who I believe is spiritual on one hand, is making this unbalanced view of things the hinge. I hear about the "revival" in Florida at Lakeland, but I feel no drawing or like I am missing something. I believe in the miraculous and believe I am open more than ever. But I know of a great need in the body of Christ also that needs healing. Christians who get excited about a meeting or time of revival, but do not know how to go back to their own lives and walk out daily living in victory where there is righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Ghost.
I do not deny the urgency of healing needed in many cases. I make no claim against that necessity. The other question I have is this: what is the difference between believers here, anywhere, and the thing which is going on in Lakeland? Nothing in my estimation. Whatever my situation is, I must somehow believe in a loving God who loves me in my situation where I am, and that knowing will help me believe that he desires my best and that I do not have to so much wrestle healing out of him for my situation, as open up to his love for me as much as love for anyone else. I don't understand why we are constantly looking everywhere to other people when we can call upon God ourselves where we are in what we are involved in.
I know the level of faith may not be there in some cases. However, this lack of faith does not mean God does not want to do creative things on our behalf right here right now, and that we don't have to run across the country for it. Something about that mentality is wrong to me and it grieves my spirit because we may be looking to man first, even a christian brother or sister, rather than to God first and believing we can hear God ourselves. I don't deny the need of the body or that we meet each other's needs, only that I know many of the folks who attend or follow some of the big names do not know how to walk with God on their own and that is their great need above all I believe. My two cents, any comments?